Thursday, July 12, 2007
just now i got really fed up with my father. so much just for the scholrship. i had coaching before that and how the hell did i know that the bus ride from rulang to JE mrt will be so freaking long. so i reached semb only at 6 when the time stated on the paper said that we should be at hyatt by 630. so of course my father cursed an swear at the traffic lights, slow moving cars and maybe, inside he might be cursing me. dammit i just couldnt take it that i turn on my mp3 and didnt bother about him. i so much wanted to tell him i dont need the scholarship, i can coach till i get the amount. of course, i rather coached if i knew that getting the scholarship wil cause so much trouble. i was even on the verge of telling him that i dont wish to go home, i will not ever apply for the sickening scholarship ever. yes, i dont even want to go to the ceremony, it was so last minute please, one day before the ceremony, my dad's manager told him we have to attend. furthermore i have coaching, what u want me to do?
end up the thing will only start at 7. blardy hell, so much for rushing/swearing/cursing/horning t other cars.
LOVE,
junmei