Sunday, September 04, 2005
im feeling very very pissed right now la. im talking to someone. im like wtf do you want me to do la. was she sick or did she went for her piano, im really not sure, you feel sad that she lied to you? i also dont know. i wanna help you, so that you'll feel better, but you pissed me off. you're one of e male friends that tell me your probs or secrets or whatever that you call that, of course i wish to help you, but there are alot of things i cant do, i really cant. you said you wanna give up, you said its fate, that you're destined to be alone. i've done my best to console you, it's all in your mind how you want to think bout it. ohwell, i've really done my best la.
im sorry shirley that i venged my anger on you. i cant decide on e meeting time n venue. my replies to you are harsh. im really so sorry k.. my mom suddenly venged her anger on me also. some sort of la. i really dont know what's wrong, i cant wait to leave the hse tml. but im gonna miss my dad. i just hate it so much, he's leaving and she's doing this to him. SIGH la
got back our chi paper. i got 26/50. so sad, studied quite hard for this fucking paper and i get such result. sometimes i wonder if i should study anot. i feel so stressed up. ugh, cant take it anymore la.
sigh, what a mixture of feelings.
LOVE,
junmei