Friday, July 29, 2005
i dont feel as happy, glad, enjoyable whenever with them.
the feeling of being left out is there.
always.
most of the time especially nowadays.
sometimes i understand them but
sometimes i dont.
i dont think i should give in to them.
i dont know what i should do.
confront them? i dont see a need for that now yet
they have the right to do whatever they want,
they have the right to be whoever they want to be with,
they have the right to say, complain, whine.
its not that i dont want to be with you all.
i know i will be left out with you guys,
i may be wrong, but that's what i feel.
sometimes such things can be predicted.
sometimes im too occupied with my other things
like counsellor meetings, bio lessons.
i cant be with you all during recess,
sometimes even after school.
i myself also dont want this to happen
but what can i do
confront me please,
if you're unhappy with me,
or with my attitude.
someone please enlighten me.
LOVE,
junmei
