Monday, December 20, 2004
hmm. been wondering for a long long time. i din went out the whole day except for lunch with my mom. and while being at home, using this com. i've been wondering. yup, wondering. wat have i done this year. and i seem to realise that i cant think of anything. im going to start yakking abt my reflections so.. dont like then close this window.
when sch started, i was a prefect since the first day, my life didn't change much, just that i have duties to accomplish, meetings and camps attend. but i was expecting it to change. too bad, maybe from the influence of my friends, it did not. i even wanted to quit the prefectorial board cos in the beginning, alot of ppl dont like prefects n im like stuck in the middle. i hated alot of ppl in the board, but, slowly, that hatred, perhaps started to fade away so now, i dont mind what ppl think of the board, as long as i know wat it is all abt, i dont care.
ohwell, my studies can be said to be above average. maybe for certain subjects like science, it just hit the average mark or maybe slightly lesser. Of course i hoped that i could improved on it. but, have to admit, i only have interest in physics. the combine one, not the pure one. maybe im regretting getting into 3s2, but like wat my mother say, since i already decided to go into the class, all i can do is to put my best into it. hmm, forget abt it.
alrite, i have to admit. for the first half of the year, i was considering priscilla as my best friend, and again, maybe the influence of shir n jas, i started to hate her. but now, i still treat her as a friend. i regretted treating her so call 'badly' or cold, i apologise now. AND i think after being friends with jasmine, i started to think before i say anything. cos i somehow realise that some words can be hurting when you say it. its not that jasmine said things that hurt me alrite, its just that some prob that we share, all sum up to the same cause : not thinking before speaking.
i realised that many things happened this year to me. but i just cant think of anything now. well, maybe i shall continue in the next entry.
tv time. so goodbye.
LOVE,
junmei